So I finally broke the news to my mum.And her first responce was "Did he knock you up and thats why you are doing this" A stupid remark since she knows thats impossible for now. But then she jsut started screaming in happiness....I was like damn...I wasnt that that excited where i just start to scream but thats ok...

At least she wasnt pissed enough to come to ireland and make sure we werent doing anything...
That sucked the last time she did.But then it turns out she had no legal say so as to what i do.Thats the nice thing about being emancipated and dealing with people like my mum.She is always the first person to try and sue someone even if its her own blood.Possibly the reason why i left,along with the fact that i was tired of trying to prove myself to who says im nothing...when she was the clearer nothing who is trying to make up for her failure by putting me down.It was never pushing for the better it was always pushing for my down fall...when i was working i always gave more than i should have to her jsut so that i could feel that shed love me a little more.But  no she sued me because i was giving her 75 percent of my paycheck instead of the full 100 percent.I think thats what truely struck my last nerve.[Of course i won,stupid bitch].Then when  i found out i was inturning with bobby flay !! it wasnt good enough she was jsut like "well its not like hes wolfgang puff" WTF YOU KNEW BOBBY FLAY IS MY IDOl.Oh well all i can do is smile and say "Ok mum"


But all i can do is keep trying. there will be a point where she'll finally get it.
and if she dies not getting it...her loss not mine.