YEAH

i HATE FRENCH AND FRENCH HATES ME.

I hate it hate it hate it.

I brought  Mike to CBC today.He felt so out of place....I dont know it was funny then.
Anyway.

Power went out today due to the rain (NO WORK!!).More then 8 hours with out internet,So Michael and I caught up on some sleep and stuff like that.Went out to dinner and went to see Evan almighty finally.(it was ok).Came back and Power was on again.Which is good cause i was starting to go nuts going around the house with candles and flashlights,i mean it loses its kink to it after a while.
I'm right now redownloading photoshop-on my dial up computer (Ive been trying download  it for the past 3 days now.)So i figured while i was waiting since the forums wont load when its downloading to blog a bit and get stuff off my chest. I had been downloading this off limewire on and off for 3 days because it took so much energy out of my computer.My lovemuffin is in the other room with his morning coffee heading off to his summer camp that he is counling right now.Something that mesmerized me about him is his love for kids.He wants some but I however am not physcally or emotionally ready for that kind of shit (I JUST turned 18 here).But i might consider adopting or becoming a foster parrent one day,My mum was in foster care when she was young and alot of the places she went to were either there for the paycheck or they jsut were abusive and unloving or jsut kinda ignored her.So it made me think that she isnt the only one whos gone through this.Even if i am only able to help 6 kids in the world it dosnt matter because its 6 less kids in the world who have to go through the pain of feeling even more unloved.

My house is smokey a bit since my teflon pan needs to be replaces,Everytime i cook on it the stuff sticks and burns and then it smells up the house.The i have to go through everything and like "febreeze" it all down.Teflon can get people sick so as much as it made me sad to throw the pan out it was worth it.

I notice in alot of my blogs,i tnd to jump from subject to subject (like right now) I read somewhere that that means im jumbled up in my head and that im moving to fast..the thing is i dont know how to slow down?I dont know how to sit down.I never really sleep,i jsut close my eyes for a while and pop up again.I dont know how to clear my mind as well as mike does.He can pray an entire rosary and not get distracted by other thoughts or by things.

Spa day perhaps?Heeheeheee
Finally after 3 days its at 81 percent and going.It took 16 hours for it to ven go up to 45 percent.Geeze.

Well,Night to all and morning to me.
diana

Only 2 more days till i get to go see harry potter.Even though I wont see it exactly the day it came out.Im still gratefull that i get to see at least by this weekend.

So yeah.Thats really my blurb of the day.

And yeah.My fiance was right when he asked me if i was on my bleeder and i was like no..and he was like "well you are about to be causes your acting nuts"

<333 Midol && Motrin && Advil.

"Im being "Bitchy" today.

If you dont like it.Get the fuck out of my way,causes theres no stopping what has already been started."

YOU PUSHED THIS OUT OF ME.MIKE AND INSTEAD OF MAKING IT BETTER.YOU MAKE IT 20 TIMES WORSE.BY ASKING ME IF IM "ON MY BLEEDER"

WHAT THE FUCK IS THE MATTER WITH YOU.YOU DONT ASK THAT IN MY TIME OF EMOTIONAL DISTRESS.WHY WHY WHY

im done =p